UnTiTlEd

sucks~no one ever really understand my feeling, nor tried to, including my parents. I did whatever they want me to do, and yet, my simple request for anything they would be saying: no! i juz asked for an extremely simple request, how hard can it be to be fulfiled? unlike my little sister, everything she wants, she juz need to open her mouth and speaks. I'm tired of living this way. yes they gave me comforts, but they never try to understand me. perhaps now i understand why would my bro behaved like that. It isn't i blamed them, but they seem to be unfair to me. i'm looking forward to a better solution, at least better than my present condition, better than suffering and hold the feeling inwardly. it's obvious, i need to be strong and independant, cuz i'm a man. guess i'll juz have to face it and keep any words about it. miserable...

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