Blog, the only place where i can expresss my feeling. It has been a terific month for me, well, after exam, i got my result, and of course, nothing good about it. There is a sudden change for the ''penyampaian sijil dan hadiah'' which is used to be based on the result of second-term semestar exam. This year, the school changed the rule, F1, 2 and 4 will not have the opportunity to receive certificates and prizes on the ceremony. Why should they change it? It has become the 'tradition' for many years to give prizes and certificates to those students who deserve it. Heard news from somewhere, it is because the school doesn't want the students to play after the 2nd semestar exam, so they schedule the last two weeks before holiday to be the exam period. n other words, we will only know our result the next year. Does this sounds logic? Not for me.

Haiz....as i said, it has been a terific month for me. I believe that balance is very important in our lives. I am not just simply believing it, instead i had experience many things about balance. The word 'balance' i mentioned here can refer to anything including feelings, lucks, relationship etc.
What happens to me right now is, i gained something wonderful out of my expectation, but i lost the thing which i always wanted it to be in such a condition. The thing, 'it' had been last for quite a period which i earned it lately, suddenly changed without any clues for dissapearing. It just like an ice cube when put on the table of kitchen, which slowly melt and becomes small; suddenly it is put under the sun and melts into water, all happens in a sudden. The matter is, why it is being put under the sun for no reason? and even if there is a reason, what is it?!

~Argh....i am tired, even can be described as sick because of this problem. No one can understand the thing i wrote above. So, just 'enjoy' it. Happy holiday @.@